An Apology

An Apology

By | 2015-09-21T20:55:21+00:00 September 21st, 2015|Categories: Announcements|3 Comments

In our most recent Recommended Reading post, there was a link that really upset some of our readers. I’d like to extend a heartfelt apology to anyone who felt hurt or retraumatized by its inclusion. The fault is mine alone. I’m sorry.

I want to make this a better, safer place. In the interest of doing that, I’m going to explain how this happened, and consider some ways that we can avoid a situation like this in the future.

Here is what happened:

  • There were 40 links in that linkspam post and at least 10 more I didn’t include. Sorting through all this is WAY more work than normal!
  • We are generally pretty short-staffed, and most of us don’t have the time or energy to do this kind of work. Reading these things can take a lot out of you! It’s totally understandable that sometimes we have to avoid it.
  • For the past couple of linkspams I’ve been the only person able to work on them. That means I was the only person who could have possibly vetted all those links.
  • I have PTSD. As you might imagine, that sometimes interferes!
  • Someone sent 3 links to me on the same topic. The first two were pretty good. By the time I got to the third one, PTSD had kicked in and I couldn’t engage with the topic anymore. I had to close the page and go do self-care.
  • I saved the link anyway to evaluate later—but it got lost in the shuffle. I had scheduled the post and planned to make another pass at editing it before it went up, but life didn’t work out as planned that morning. So the post ended up going up before I’d had a chance to check it again.

So I apologize for including that link. I know I really shouldn’t have assumed that it would be good for the whole community without fully checking it out. I will certainly try to do better in the future.

Fellow writers, if you have the chance to help out (when your health allows), it would be really useful to get more eyes on the linkspam posts before they go up. If you are not on our team, but you’d like to help with this, please consider volunteering! We can work something out.

Readers, I’d like to respectfully ask you to also help us catch these mistakes. It’s best to let us know about problems like this by either commenting on the post (you can comment anonymously), or emailing us at info@asexualsurvivors.org. Or, if you are a member of our forum and this is a better option for you, you can PM the writing team.*

Asks on tumblr are less effective than all of the above, because only Queenie manages the tumblr, so notifications sent to us that way will be subject to her (often more limited) availability.

While you can, of course, blog your reactions to the offending links—there is nothing wrong with that!—it’s not the most effective way to inform us that there’s a problem. There is no guarantee that we will notice your blog post, especially not right away. I happened to see Coyote’s post last night, but if I had not been looking, and if everyone else had also been really busy, it could have been days before we noticed.

It’s inevitable that sometimes things like this will happen. We are all survivors here, and every one of us is vulnerable to retraumatization and burnout while doing this sort of work. We are all doing our best, and even though we are imperfect, I hope that we can still provide valuable resources.

What I would like to know is this: was at least the structure of the latest recommended reading post helpful? Is it good to have these posts separated into categories like this—especially the heaviest, “you-might-not-want-to-engage-with-this” reads at the bottom? And, does anyone have any suggestions for how we can better handle these posts?

And to the person who sent those links in: you’re not wrong to send them. I hope that people will still feel free to send in more links, even if we don’t end up posting all of them. Part of the work of providing resources is sifting through links to find the ones most likely to be helpful. I think it would be more productive to strengthen our filter than to discourage people from linking things in the first place. (And btw, our team doesn’t have to be the only ones making linkspams. If you’re up for it, you can consider taking Queenie’s linkspam challenge!)

Let’s strive to make this a community where we have compassion for each other. Let’s try to make this the best community we can possibly be.

 


 

  • Our forum software allows PM conversations to have multiple recipients. You can find the usernames of all of our writing team members listed on our team page.

About the Author:

Elizabeth is a 30-something asexual woman who is often mistaken for a lesbian, due to the fact that she is partnered to a lady. She is actually bi (but not biromantic) and somewhere on the aromantic spectrum. She is formally trained in creative writing with a focus on non-fiction and poetry. She writes for The Asexual Agenda and maintains a personal blog called Prismatic Entanglements. In her spare time, she enjoys being cat furniture, coming up with new Pokemon strategies and never going to church.

3 Comments

  1. scarybalkanlady September 22, 2015 at 7:24 pm - Reply

    Given that the original callout came from me, I wanted to say that I really do appreciate you guys acknowledging the mistake and apologizing. This site does a lot of good work and that’s why it was so unexpected and disappointing to stumble across that particular link. I’m relieved to hear that it was in part an oversight and that more care will be taken in the future to avoid things like this.

    • Elizabeth September 24, 2015 at 4:02 pm - Reply

      Thank you for saying that.

      I would like to clarify something, however: Resources for Ace Survivors does not aim to exclude ace-spectrum sex workers from sharing their stories. Adopting an anti-pornography or anti-sex work position would keep them from feeling welcomed here. You are free to your own opinions, but please do not suggest that our entire organization espouses them. In fact, we do not have any particular Established Opinion—we are comprised of many individuals each with their own views. Being sex-negative is fine, but please do not expect all survivors to feel the same way, and please do not engage in any gatekeeping of asexuality based on individuals’ feelings about sex.

      We do have rules, and I advise you to read them. While we cannot control what you say on your own blog, it is not appropriate to call someone a sociopath, trash, or denigrate them for identifying as not human. This is ableist and crosses the line into abusive territory. Please don’t do this to other survivors (or anyone). I understand that you feel triggered, but that does not excuse hurting others—and they feel triggered too, so please try to have some empathy for them. I hope that you can disengage, take care of yourself, and come back to RFAS when you are less burnt out and better able to engage in respectful conversation.

  2. Coyote September 22, 2015 at 8:18 pm - Reply

    Oh! Okay. It didn’t even occur to me to go about it that way, since I didn’t know about how your linkspam process works and I thought something being in the linkspam = stamp of approval = the things I see as wrong with it aren’t things y’all see as wrong. Which, in retrospect, is pretty dang silly of me. I guess I’m even more paranoid than I realized. Anyway — good to know! Thanks for giving such a thorough explanation, too.

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